soooo.....seem like life is repeating itself all over again....when i first applied to be an atc in jan '08, i was pregnant, waiting on the referral list for pubnat 1{thats right pubnat 1, I am the original stuckmic not a controller not even a pilot and i have no life member!!!!}

anyway, was waiting to hear about an interview location while i was pregnant, was spazzing about having to go okc while pregnant blah blah blah and boom! got an interview offer for ZDC....well you know what happened from there and the rest is history....

fast forward to 2009, holy hell, im pregnant AGAIN and now panels are supposed to be coming up again in jan-march.....im due in march....so is this universe's way of torturing me kinda? does the powers that be have a sick sense of humor??? AND i'll be 30 in july 2010....time is closing in on me quick....just thought id throw this our there, it seems kinda funny to me.....lmao....

so by some miracle of the ninja chinchilla monkeys...I actually spoke with someone who does the actual hiring in NY for RPO's...ZNY is not looking for anyone right now, dont know about N90, I am waiting on a call back from somebody, we'll see how that goes......grrrrrrr.... oh and I STILL havent gotten my laptop fixed yet so no late night stuckmic chat for me.....hey but I might be working part time at 7-11, heh heh...thank you come again!!!!!

oooh yeah so pubnat 8 really came out, my chances went up about 1 millionth of a one billionth of a hundred thousanth percent.....YAY!!!!!!!

i thought pubnat 7 was my last shot but the atc gods have seen fit to smile upon me....or just sadistically torture me until the referral lists for pubnat 8 come out and im not picked...again....

so panels wont meet until sept 21 according to the email for the geo prefs i got....niice....so instead of wondering when the panels meet, we know now and we will know that decisions and interview emails should be out sometime in october....

so heres to refreshing my email every 5 mins...hitting f5 like its going out of style and checking stuckmic on my blackberry if im not next to a pc.....awesome!!!!

and how is your life going???

So i have decided to post on here....totally bored, i feel like shit, my allergies are kicking my ass big time and of course not having received an offer email again just makes one ruminate on the course of their life...

so with only pubnat 7 left....im pretty much screwed and or done....i will be 29 in july and due to my current circumstances, i dont even have the time and/or money to get my cti degree in anything so its a safe bet to say that my dream at being an atc is going to come to an end very soon.....but if i had taken ZDC...too many problems to list and i would not have been able to concentrate to the best of my ability....and i refuse to have gotten that far and failed.....oh well....i guess i will forever be a an atc groupie....oh well....:party: